Tired…So Tired

I am tired!

Physically…yes. I am so busy with multiple activities, and I find myself running ragged most days. Just yesterday I was reviewing my calendar and thinking how I have very little time to rest over the next couple of weeks.

I am tired!!

Mentally…yes. There is so much on my mind between work, kids, personal stuff – you name it. My mind seems to be constantly working. It is difficult to sleep because I can’t seem to shut my mind off.

I am tired!!!

Emotionally…absolutely spent! My personal life has been chaotic to say the least. I’m the kind of person who cares too much and hurts too often. If I care, then I’m all in. And, when I give up it is because I can’t care anymore. I have given up! I am emotionally exhausted! Tired of being used…tired of lies…tired of being hurt…tired of caring yet not being cared about. My emotions need a break, too!

I am tired…so tired!!!!

Have you ever just wanted to run away, at least temporarily? Just take a break from everything and forget about life for a while? That’s sorta where I am. It would be so nice to be able to just disappear for a bit…escape to a secluded spot and enjoy peace and quiet. A vacation would be great, but I think I need some time to be absolutely alone. No other person to distract me…no phone calls or emails…no demands…no responsibility. Ah, that sounds so nice.

OK, I’m waking up from the dream now. Back to reality. Still, an escape does sound very good right about now. Of course I know I can’t elude the demands on my time. There is no shirking responsibilities. I’m unable to forget about everyone and everything. I just have to keep telling myself that life is an adventure. Of course if the adventure could take me away for a bit…well, I wouldn’t complain. 🙂

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